Am not quite ready to write in depth, the insights during Mass regarding the immensity of His Real Presence--that His Real Presence is not only Jesus but also the Father and the Holy Spirit: the Trinity. All are One. We have not His Real Presence in one Person without the other Persons: the Trinity.
But one way to expand the understanding and train the body, mind, heart and spirit to consider the beautiful facets of His Real Presence and with what various ways His Real Presence is made known to us, is to ponder all the Sacraments. And the Living Word from the Mouth of God is a Sacrament, also.
Lately, nothing impresses within and without, the ever-present reality of His Real Presence by telling others, "God bless His Real Presence in you," when finishing a conversation, visit, email and even while leaving the confessional. Causing pause to reflect, in some situations, this reminder can also create conversation on the topic of His Real Presence. That can lead to discussion of His Real Presence fully in Mass, as all the Sacraments are in the Mass, and angels and saints present reflect the pure light of His Real Presence in all aspects of Mass--His Real Presence being in actuality each Person: the Holy Trinity.
There is more, but this is enough for now. This is the kernel of the insights. Discussion detailing some aspects in our daily lives, in the Mass, in how we may be fragmenting Christ, is for another time.
In less than two days nothing meets with the spiritual director. He continues to focus on wanting to get the priests to give nothing Holy Communion (the tangible form). Since he is retired, it is not so easy for him to order them in obedience, such as to give me Communion after Mass, after am roused from the state. The situation is complicated due to the issues surrounding their thoughts and feelings regarding what happens. These are just some of the harsh realities of having some unexpected mystical experience enter into one's temporal existence, publicly. The painful aspects defy decorum.
Pray that God help the spiritual director grasp that Holy Communion is being received, very much so, within the Mass, within the profound yet critically misunderstood, mystical state. Only the spiritual director and Dr. H., adult children and a few long-time friends, know in certainty that this is not something this nothing could possibly bring on. If anything, the fall in the chapel and ensuing painful rotator cuff surgery convinced the spiritual director who has been discerning for some time. Of course, family and friends knew that nothing's deepest psyche would never allow a fall considering falling has been the greatest fear since the rods and fusion in the back, years ago. Now such pain!
Pray that he understand, but if he can get the priests to give me the Host after Mass, then fine. But truly, he misses the point. May God lay it out clearly, somehow, in some way only God knows. What is more critical to nothing is to personally and deeply revere and elevate His Real Presence in all the other Sacraments to the devotion and reverence and focus as has been for His Real Presence in the Eucharist.
See the subtle progression of deeper coloration in Acer Japonicum 'Osakasuki'? Ever so slightly, moment by moment, the leaves darken and will become brilliant incarnadine with time.