Am praying about the idea, the enterprise. Someone in a quality-item clearance store mentioned "The Prayer of Jabez". Remember that? An author twisted theology out of context in a verse from the Old Testament, and made a fortune selling his books and workshops on a "wealth and prosperity" notion. The person telling me said to pray a certain thing and God will bless me with what I want.
But I don't want that. I want what God wants to give me or not give me, and what He wills, which could be nothing, or something, or that which I've considered or not.